October 28th, 2019

Days 17 & 18


I'm not currently traveling, and there have been no major RV life experiences...oh, except for Halloween. I discovered they celebrate early, so I ran to the store to get candy. When I left the campground, it was quiet... all the children were preparing for their trick-or-treating. When I returned, the were children EVERYWHERE. Trolls, ninjas, an adorable little Indiana Jones, so many costumes. Two large bags of candy, gone in an hour. Wowzers. You sit outside and just pass it out as they pass by. Whole new experience for me.

I have been in the mountains in NC since Thursday. It's nice to be able to get some work done and not be constantly on the go. Today, I'm going to explore the mountains because I've been working, non-stop, for three days (it's been raining all except for yesterday, so I've been cooped up inside or under a covered patio working. I did get to go for a walk yesterday and sit out on my patio. It was lovely).

Yesterday, while talking to my guy, I had the thought to share about fear based living

We are raised in a fear based life. Many things - for example "don't touch that fire, it'll burn you" - are necessary to learn but, when is it too much? In this new life, I've had many people try to smother me in their fears ... one person even said "don't put your website on your vehicle and home, what if you get stalkers."

I refuse to live in fear. Does that mean I'm purposefully putting myself in situations that could harm me? No. Does that mean I am openly posting my exact location? No. I know what to do and where to go. I trust that I will be guided away from the places and the people that could harm me. And if I'm not guided away, well, that too was supposed to be part of my story. That's life.

When you are living in fear of what MIGHT happen, you cannot...
you WILL NOT enjoy life. It isn't possible to exist in a fear frequency and a peaceful or joyful frequency at the same time.

IT JUST IS NOT POSSIBLE TO LIVE IN FEAR AND LIVE IN JOY. I choose to live in joy. Follow your heart. It won't lead you astray. Our brains will lead us astray VERY often, but your heart knows where you should go and what you should do.

My heart led me to a beautiful human. He fills me up. I miss him dearly... my brain said "don't leave, you don't have to hit the road... you can be fulfilled in Idaho" but my heart said "Go. It may be painful but you have things to find, things to heal, things to do, people to help on the road. He will be with you if it's meant to be." So, even though it was terribly hard to leave, I knew everything would work out exactly as it is supposed to. We'll be together on a beach somewhere. I'm sure of it. Full of joy. Full of love. Full of laughter. Free from fear.

Are you listening to the fear mongers in your life? Is there a fear monger in your head that you listen to? Or are you listening to your heart?

It's time to make a choice. I choose joy, love, light, peace, INFINITE ABUNDANCE. I love you all. Have a beautiful day!