October 22nd, 2019

Day THIRTEEN. Thirteen has been a very significant number for me this year. A lot of things have happened on the 13th...a lot has changed. Angel number 13 is basically a message that there will be upheavals but they will be a blessing in disguise.

Boy howdy hasn't that been the truth. Today was another shift for me. I uncovered hidden pains and healed. I discovered that I can change how I respond to other humans, particularly to those I love.

I cried today, had a meltdown in a store then left to go home but popped in another store and started crying over a gorgeous, hand-crafted, dining room table. I talked about it in my FB live but seriously, the triggers can happen anytime, anywhere. You just have to know how to FEEL them, observe them and release them. I'm exhausted today after that. But, it motivated me to paint, got some canvases prepped and as soon as my laundry is finished I'll head back and paint some.

I did not use today as my day of seclusion...I won't tomorrow either because I'm going back into town. Nashville, Indiana really is a cool place... major tourist town... but historical artist colony. Tonight, as I sat in the laundry room, a woman came in. We started chatting. She owns multiple stores. Eventually she asked me what I do... then she said "I could sell your stuff " and told me to stop by her store.

Interesting. I had no plan to be in the laundry room this late... I was busy prepping canvases and forgot I had pulled the sheets off my bed. So got down here much later than I wanted. Divine meeting, maybe. We shall see.

I was writing in my journal at lunch today. I had just written down some I am statements and my new plan which will show people how truly beautiful, how truly radiant, how truly special they are (not sharing the plan yet)... and my check arrives. I added a tip and the total came out to $22.22 ... and today is the 22nd. So, confirmation again! AND Angel Number 22 says "keep an optimistic outlook and a positive attitude as your desires are currently being manifested for you" ~ Joanne Sacred Scribes
So... yeah, manifesting like a mother right now. Gotta stay positive so all that comes back is wonderful abundance.

My laundry is nearing completion, as are my words. Remember that getting triggered is a wonderful thing because it allows you to heal something and elevate your vibration. As we elevate, we heal the planet.

Oh boy... this song, "Who You Are" by Madylin Bailey, just started playing. How're these lyrics for confirming my day...
"Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are!"

Be true to who you are. I love you all!